Twenty years after The Devil Wears Prada turned a fashion assistant’s burnout into a pop-culture landmark, the woman widely understood to have inspired Emily Charlton is finally saying the quiet part out loud.

Leslie Fremar, now a celebrity stylist whose clients include Charlize Theron, spoke publicly about the connection on the April 28 episode of Vogue’s podcast The Run-Through. Fremar worked as an assistant to Anna Wintour at Vogue in the early 2000s and hired Lauren Weisberger as Wintour’s second assistant. Weisberger later wrote the 2003 novel The Devil Wears Prada, which became the 2006 film starring Meryl Streep, Anne Hathaway and Emily Blunt.

“I know I am,” Fremar said on the podcast. “I am Emily.”